Thursday, February 3, 2011

A Little Secret, Confession and Apology

OK.  So I was doing a very bad thing and because I really am a good person and an honest person, this was killing me for the very short time I was playing pretend.  I've been blogging here under a different name for about a week now.  As many of you know, I've been having some pretty crazy and severe issues at home with my oldest daughter as well as my marriage and decided to create another blog, start over from scratch as an "unknown" to try and "get away" from my problems, and well, I felt extremely guilty doing it and honestly it didn't work.  I have made some good friends on and in the forums (The Coffee Shop) and don't want to be an ass like that because it's just not me. 

So I decided that I will keep that blog and continue to write in it as I had been but without being misleading and a "fake".  I really like the idea, concept or subject I've began writing about on the other blog as it gives me time to move away from what is going on in my life away from "Googleverse".  I will continue this blog as well and write in it as I've been.

The other blog I created was under the name JellyBeanQueen or Beans.  I've since deleted my forums profile and removed comments (I think) as I commented on some of my own crap like I had schizophrenia and felt like a nut job for doing so.  But live and learn I guess and I would be completely understanding if any of you left my blog because of what I did.  It was wrong and I know it.

If I've offended anyone, as I was in the forums for a short while pretending to be another, I am truly sorry and believe me, it won't happen again.  I am a real person, with real feelings, and deceiving others is not a strong quality of mine nor is it something that I do on a normal basis or at all, for that matter.  So I do apologize to all of my forum friends that I might have deceived or hurt by doing this.  But understand that due to the issues I am having I felt that being someone else, even if for a week was what I needed to do...(bad judgement call on my part).  I guess there is no escaping issues of any kind by pretending that they do not exist...I am a big girl...I should know better.  Don'tcha think?

Anyway, I do hope that you've enjoyed my blog thus far and to those that have read my other blog as well and I hope you continue to follow it and read them or just one.  I am a true foodie at heart and in my "real" life and I want to continue to share some of what I've experienced and what I want to experience with you.  Thanks for being my followers, readers, confidants and fans!

K Marie aka "Beans"

K Marie "This Is Me...or something like that":  http://timoslt.blogspot.com/
Beans "Spin Cycle":  http://jellybeanqueen-spincycle.blogspot.com/

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