So at the beginning of this year I finally got the laptop I wanted. Well, considering I don't get presents on my birthday or for my anniversary I really thought this was mine and when I wanted to use it I had the right to do so and I got first dips on it...wrong-o! My husband can grab the laptop and sit on it all night without my kids giving him shit or asking if they can use it for one thing or the other but the second I click the "ON" button I am being asked if they can use it or the husband is laying claim to it. I can't fucking win!
I was feeling creative tonight and wanted to do some writing on one of my other blogs but that is out. Tomorrow is my husbands birthday and I've arranged for him to go up north with a friend of his to get a tattoo he's wanted and he gets to have a day off work to do it and hang with a friend. For my birthday, I got nada, zippo, nothing, zilch, zero...not even a card. Why is it that I give and give but get nothing back? We also celebrated our 10 year anniversary 2 weeks ago Wednesday and I also didn't get even so much as a card. I don't think I've actually gotten a present for the holiday's from him even once. I can only remember receiving 2 gifts from him in the 10 years we've been married and both were because I bitched to get them.
Like I said in an earlier post, I feel like I am a constant after thought. Well if you think about getting me a card or a present after my birthday has passed then I'm an afterthought and it means very little to me. Am I that forgettable? What a great feeling this is... I am not appreciated.
Anyway, I had to get that off my chest. I am at a breaking point and don't know what I'm going to do or where I'm going to go from here. Only time will tell. I can't wait for the holiday's to be over...I really can't.
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